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This was yesterday morning’s rise & grind.
I convinced myself that this day was essential for some “Me” time, but I realize I need people… 
Oh my, I would’ve never thought my car would survive the day. 
I always love the bright white snow as the canvas and the contrast of the lush green trees & the blue winter sky. 
Shaver Lake is pretty cool. 
The sad moment when you lose something on the ski lift. Dear glove, I really wished you were there to hold and cover my cold cold hand! Haha.
That night I watched Lifetime’s The Pregnancy Project with the roomie & Sir Oka. I admit that I love days like this. A nice night we can be ourselves, watch movies, laugh at shows, and completely exhaust ourselves to sleep :)
The weekend’s been busy for the suiteties as they go through sorority rushing. They’re quite fun and amusing if you ask me hehe. I’m very proud of them.
I can be so content with life away from home, but then I get the subtle text messages from mom, cousins, more family or friends…
I really can’t wait to see all of my family two weeks from now.
This week has been too active. Now I’m being the old person all sore and immobile in bed in quietness haha. Ahhh.
Oh gosh… 97 days from now..
This semester is already very busy. What is sleep? I’m praying to get through. CalculusStatsWritingPhysics
I love that Ryna Richelle got me a watch (and all her cute gifts), time has really been on my hands… Or well wrist.
Physics is gonna be funn, or well bittersweet ;)  
I convince myself that I can still do everything that I did before and then some. I convince myself that I can be there for everyone I love. I convince myself that I can still be depended on. I convince myself that if I’m not trying to figure all of this out, then nobody else will. I convince myself that I can break cycles. I convince myself that I can do this. I convince myself that I’m above all of this. I convince myself. Therefore, I convince all of you. But reality is there are moments… As hard as I try, some moments, I am only doing the minimum. I am trying my best to be there for everyone that I love. I feel that I have upset and disappointed people. There are no breaks. I don’t have it all figured out. I can’t do it all. I’m not above all of this. (Moments of defeat - [Ate] Anne Eurose)

  • This was yesterday morning’s rise & grind.
  • I convinced myself that this day was essential for some “Me” time, but I realize I need people…
  • Oh my, I would’ve never thought my car would survive the day.
  • I always love the bright white snow as the canvas and the contrast of the lush green trees & the blue winter sky.
  • Shaver Lake is pretty cool.
  • The sad moment when you lose something on the ski lift. Dear glove, I really wished you were there to hold and cover my cold cold hand! Haha.
  • That night I watched Lifetime’s The Pregnancy Project with the roomie & Sir Oka. I admit that I love days like this. A nice night we can be ourselves, watch movies, laugh at shows, and completely exhaust ourselves to sleep :)
  • The weekend’s been busy for the suiteties as they go through sorority rushing. They’re quite fun and amusing if you ask me hehe. I’m very proud of them.
  • I can be so content with life away from home, but then I get the subtle text messages from mom, cousins, more family or friends…
  • I really can’t wait to see all of my family two weeks from now.
  • This week has been too active. Now I’m being the old person all sore and immobile in bed in quietness haha. Ahhh.
  • Oh gosh… 97 days from now..
  • This semester is already very busy. What is sleep? I’m praying to get through. CalculusStatsWritingPhysics
  • I love that Ryna Richelle got me a watch (and all her cute gifts), time has really been on my hands… Or well wrist.
  • Physics is gonna be funn, or well bittersweet ;)  
  • I convince myself that I can still do everything that I did before and then some. I convince myself that I can be there for everyone I love. I convince myself that I can still be depended on. I convince myself that if I’m not trying to figure all of this out, then nobody else will. I convince myself that I can break cycles. I convince myself that I can do this. I convince myself that I’m above all of this.
    I convince myself.
    Therefore, I convince all of you.
    But reality is there are moments…
    As hard as I try, some moments, I am only doing the minimum. I am trying my best to be there for everyone that I love. I feel that I have upset and disappointed people. There are no breaks. I don’t have it all figured out. I can’t do it all. I’m not above all of this. (Moments of defeat - [Ate] Anne Eurose)

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